Like The Sun, I Continue…
February 18th, 2009, 9:58 pm by C.Back from oblivion, one more time.
Been in the hospital.
Again.
Yes, that kind of hospital.
Hit the skids. Too much drinking, too much pain, too many pills. I kept seeing my mother’s ghost. They tell me that’s not good, but I’m just not so sure, you know?
I wasn’t sleeping. Well, I’m not sleeping now, either, but it seems to weigh more, in retrospect, that I wasn’t sleeping, for some strange reason way beyond me but not to my ever growing army of doctors.
And I keep seeing an angel, too. I thought it was my mother, but it ended up being an angel. How do I know? Well, she sorta glowed. Like softly. And I don’t think she had any wings. Still haven’t seen Richard, but I haven’t been to The Doubleshot in a very, VERY long time.
I hope he’s okay.
So, for a tangent, let’s talk about my mom. Been a long time now, hasn’t it? Very long, but seems like I just blinked since she was in that bar, lying on the floor, shot. Is the hole healing at all, Callie, you might ask?
Hard.To.Say.
Anyway, I’m home. Back at my apartment. Back at the window, staring out as the clouds roll in, readying another storm to unleash on God’s misbegotten project.
C.
